a bit of pondering has come my way again
i worked on this painting yesterday from one direction
when it felt complete
i leaned it up against the wall in another direction
and i saw a painting that really touched me through and through from yet another direction!
so, i ponder the intention I carry within.
my intention is to reveal what is going to take form as i paint, as i follow my own process.
that sounds a bit wide angled but i think that is how i work at the moment, and since i entered that door into the room of non objective painting.
my focus is sharpened and yet my tight hold on getting something soon has eased.
I'm watching what I see on the panel, I am feeling what impulses come my way, I'm not listening to my thinking and I am enjoying the process that color reveals in shape and line.
it's just a mystery
and i am glad to still be taking part in this mystery of life through paint.
it surprises me and brings joy forward into the room, into the moment.
