a mystery

from the dark of what i couldn't see or know

hand came to embrace everything 

that feels true and real

it's a process to allow the truth to take form

i always want to know right away what this is.........

and it is a mystery

it will always be a mystery.

in all ways.

always more than i could know

process painting has lead me beyond my ideas of anything.
i thought it was not to be shown.
it was a rule i kept and became one that kept me.

but the point is to paint, letting go of the need to show it.
this allowed me to go deeper, to let my self express.

what is painted, is often universal, bigger than my small me.
i'm glad for that.
i'm glad to show it.